Le 25 novembre 2016, 19:22 dans Humeurs • 0
And at some point of the journey, you will meet some people, some really good people. What can I call them but "light"? precious light.
They talk to you, they look at you, they touch you, they smile at you, they take your tears away and warm you up. And you stand there watching your life get a little more comfortable, a little happier, a little better, a little shinier, a little fantastic...
You stand there thanking god for such a beautiful tiny piece of heaven, thanking god for bringing those people into your life.
Since de day they stepped into your life, it feels like you got a home, a real one, built of love stones and trust bricks, decorated by deep conversations and honest feelings..
But for someone like you, it feels weird, you haven't been this comfortable for a while; and the last time you were? it broke you into million pieces.
So you sit and tell yourself that this isn't real, that this is another shining fantasy that will leave you darker than before, and that you aren't the kind of person who gets to enjoy having a home, who gets to have someone by his side.. So you decide this thing isn't right and you step away and try to run from it.
But let me tell you one thing; you aren't some sort of an unfixable cup, and you aren't some sort of a miserable homeless cat. You are something real, thoughtful, brilliant. You are good and you are worthy of all the good things and the good people, so accept challenges, love people, have fun, share your unique soul and give yourself the chance to love and feel loved, the chance to feel warm on the coldest of days, the chance to sleep while looking at the roof and seeing nothing but some perfect stars. It's okay to open up to people and cross the edges of your safe zone, that's how things should be. There would be no rules if people didn't cross limits, there would be no happiness if there wasn't sadness, there would be no light if there wasn't darkness.
So deal with this fact, deal with life, and be strong. Take challenges while knowing you will win anyway, while holding yourself together and being ready for the worst, while loving yourself enough to know that it's okay if all people leave because you have yourself, while believing you are strong enough to deal with any disaster coming. Give your best, but be smart while choosing your best. Love as much as you can, but be aware not to give them all your love and stay empty.
Take the light, enjoy it, learn from it, know how to deal with it and how to deal with its absence.
Be strong, live your life, be free.