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Le 20 septembre 2016, 22:35 dans Humeurs 0

So um today I insisted on hanging out with some friends on an empty school hour that we had.

And to be honest, I don't regret it at all.

They took me to such a flawlessly amaing place with such a stunning view; as I looked at the sky, watched the sun, saw the old huge buildings, stood on an old roof full of beautiful details artistically made that embrace the soul with a sense of beauty, smelling the fresh air of untold stories.. I felt alive.

And trust me, I can not tell you how awesomely precious it is to feel so alive even if it lasts for few seconds; hearing your heart beats sing, seeing your hair fly, feeling your eyes shine, setting your soul free. Isn't that the whole point of life?  of existence? Feeling thse moments, living those times, going to bed with an amount of unforgettable memories..

Life is small pieces of pain and joy, and if you really want to try some pieces of joy, you're going to have to take the pain ones before and after the joy ones. But, screw it, take it all, it's worth the pain.. those moments of joy are worth that unbearable pain! But for those who fear the whole thing, trust me, fear itself is the biggest kind of pain. 

So, take life as it is, let it be. Suffer and live, enjoy and grieve, BE.

Running away...

Le 8 septembre 2016, 10:15 dans Humeurs 0

Shall I run away? I wanna run away so bad. Oh god, please give me a chance to run away.

How many times have you said these words secretly? How many times did you want to run away from something so badly that it made you think you're a bad person? 

Actually, thinking about leaving some things behind and running away doesn't make you a bad person, it only makes you a human being. And more than that, it explains how awfully hard it has been for you. You sit thinking why is it that you have to deal with all those painful things, why everytime you think you'll be doing fine another terrible things comes and forces you to face it. You wonder why your life has to be this hard while some people's isn't.

I don't really have an answer, I wonder about all those things too, but I know one thing, wanting to run away doesn't mean you're a coward, or childish, or irresponsible. While some people believe that wanting to hide away makes you a weak person, I actually believe that ,reaching that point where all you wanna do is leave, explains how truely strong you have been; how many times you thought you couldn't take it anymore but you did, how many times you survived the crap, how toughly you fought to keep things going on just alright...

And trust me, I know how confusing it feels; so wrong, but right at the same time. You shouldn't be running but you'd love to do so and then you know that if you do you're going to feel a huge relief but also a huge unbearable feeling of guilt and weakness.

I can't tell you whether you should run or no, but I can tell you that in whatever choice you want to make, remember that you're strong. You're a good man in a storm. You can make the right choice even if it's so complicated. And most important of all, you will be okay. YOU ARE GOING TO BE OKAY.

An old article; I needed you, now I'm alive

Le 3 septembre 2016, 13:15 dans Humeurs 0

I needed to know you still here. I needed to know you didn’t leave. I needed to hear one word from you. I needed to feel you by me. I simply needed you to feel alive…

And now? I'm alive, standing tall, challenging the stars, breaking the walls, without you. I needed you, you left, and now I'm standing on my feet and I couldn't be any stronger than this. I am alive.

The point is, no matter who's gone, it fucks you up I know, but you will be fine. It's gonna be fine, trsut me...

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