I don’t really know how people do this… or maybe how I do this.. How we stand there feeling stronger than the stone and ready to face the whole rough world and step on every difiiculty and take challenges, live chances and breathe life.. And then the next minute we don’t know where we stand, we’re not even sure whether we’re standing or falling or laying or breaking.. We don’t know where we are and how to know or how to behave because we’re in a huge ocean of dangerous thoughts, our own thoughts that we can’t control and we can’t even understand them; our thoughts kill dreams, kill other thoughts, kill light, kill sunshine and sometimes they kill us, our thoughts suffocate us and we don’t know how to deal with them so how can we, days later, or maybe months later, believe that we can deal with life?