Why did you stop writing? People keep asking me this again and again. 

Why did I stop writing? They wonder.. Why did I stop writing? I wonder too..

So I ask myself, I talk to myself, try to understand myself and get to understand the reason I haven't written for a while, is it because I am empty? Or because I don't like writing anymore? Am I running away because I think I am not good enough? Am I too sad and speechless to write? 

I couldn't really get a clear answer for any of those questions, instead, I could understand a fact that could maybe be a real explanation, or maybe not? The fact is; I am not myself..

Yes, I dont feel like myself lately, it's as if I'm standin somewhere taking a break from myself and my life or watching it and discovering new things about it or running away from it or going on a trip to find some good food for myself and my soul.. I don't know, all I know, is, I am not myself.

And probably everyone on this earth experienced, has been experiencing, or will experience this stage where you're somewhere out of your life and you re someone something but yourself.

You will probably feel a little too confused, messed up, or maybe even too lost.

You will only see the bad side of it and all you will think is "here is another mess, now I lost myself".

So if you are reading this, let me tell you one thing; It is okay not to be yourself for a while. It s totally okay. See it as if it is a break, a nap, a meal, a crisis, anything, it all leads to one conclusion, which is that it is all okay. Don't kill your soul, don't scare it, don't panic or feel frightened, it's not another disaster or another mess. It is not another darkness or another death. It's not another pain, or shadow. It's just a period, that all of us need, you need to take a break from yourself for a while, don't you? You wake up every morning and breathe and make so many efforts to live your day and be yourself and protect yourself from the harm that everything around you causes. You do this every single minute of everyday. Don't you think you deserve to reward yourself for all of this? You hold on to your dreams even though the difficulties suffocate you, You survive even though you sometimes see no light or hope, You breathe even when you feel like being dead, You fight even when you're so scared...

So, listen to me, don't panic. You're alright, take a break, take a GOOD break, don't let it harm you or ruin the way things are supposed to be. 

Breathe, not being yourself is okay. It is okay.